As if the m/c and the end of treatment wasn't enough, I have been having severe menopause symptoms since February. I get hot flashes every half hour/15minutes, all day/all night..sleep is interrupted by them. I also have ridiculous vag dryness that basically makes any type of activity with DH impossible. Heart palpitations and headaches as well. Just shoot me. DH asked me to see a doctor since he is tired of the house being 60 degrees as well as not getting any. My gyn was able to see me today. I was basically hysterical in her office. I am now the owner of "estroven", vagifem and need to get replens. I am also reading Suzanne Somer's book about bioidentical hormones.. Of course the gyn said "yeah, your cycle may not show back up. It could be the beginning of menopause or it might just take a while for your body to wake up after years of cycle manipulation". I feel like Blanche Devereaux from the Golden Girls where she thought she was pregnant in her 50's but it was really menopause.....except I'm 39...
Ps: of course she offered me BCP but I like to pretend that I could get naturally pregnant now that I'm all relaxed...
TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:40 and BRCA1+, DH:45
DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality
5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
DE IVF #3 1/14 ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d
DE FET#1 ~3/14