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All aboard the Tuesday Crazy Train!

This is the place to vent about symptoms, obsessing over your chart, BFNs at 5DPO, 2WW stress, etc. Everyone is welcome to post!

Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10:

CD/DPO:

Can I just __________ already?

Signs/Symptoms:

Additional Crazy Here: 

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  • Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 10: 5

    CD/DPO: CD 25 / 6DPO Can I just BE READY TO TEST already?Signs/Symptoms: nothing to report since I have a cold and it's got me all out of whack. Additional Crazy Here: Traveling internationally tomorrow with a cold....13 hours on two planes. Going to BILs wedding where SIL is due 2 weeks before I was. I'm pimply and greasy like a teen again. Argh. Hated leaving puppy behind. Dreading and anticipating this trip at the same time.
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    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 10: 5 CD/DPO: CD 25 / 6DPO Can I just BE READY TO TEST already?Signs/Symptoms: nothing to report since I have a cold and it's got me all out of whack. Additional Crazy Here: Traveling internationally tomorrow with a cold....13 hours on two planes. Going to BILs wedding where SIL is due 2 weeks before I was. I'm pimply and greasy like a teen again. Argh. Hated leaving puppy behind. Dreading and anticipating this trip at the same time.

    Lots of (((hugs))). That is a lot going on. I hope that you are feeling better soon. Travelling and 2WWs are no fun when you are sick. Good luck with the wedding, it is really hard to see someone so close to where you should be.

    Married my own Prince at Walt Disney World Resort on September 9th, 2010 
    BFP#1 - 25/Aug/12 - EDD 2/May/13 - M/C - 08/Sept/12 - 6w2d - Never in my arms, forever in my heart <3
    BFP#2 - 13/May/13 - EDD 25/Jan/14 - Evelyn born January 27th 2014 

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    All aboard the Tuesday Crazy Train!

    This is the place to vent about symptoms, obsessing over your chart, BFNs at 5DPO, 2WW stress, etc. Everyone is welcome to post!

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10:  1

    CD/DPO: CD 14 T-1 or 2 till O

    Can I just _____O_____ already? 

    Signs/Symptoms:Today I got my first peak reading a positive OPK since going off BCP.  So, I'm a little excited as per my post below....

    Additional Crazy Here: Nada.  Just excited.

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    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 10: 5 CD/DPO: CD 25 / 6DPO Can I just BE READY TO TEST already?Signs/Symptoms: nothing to report since I have a cold and it's got me all out of whack. Additional Crazy Here: Traveling internationally tomorrow with a cold....13 hours on two planes. Going to BILs wedding where SIL is due 2 weeks before I was. I'm pimply and greasy like a teen again. Argh. Hated leaving puppy behind. Dreading and anticipating this trip at the same time.

    Lots of (((hugs))). That is a lot going on. I hope that you are feeling better soon. Travelling and 2WWs are no fun when you are sick. Good luck with the wedding, it is really hard to see someone so close to where you should be.

     

    This.  I hope you get through it all in on piece!  I hope you feel better soon! 

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    All aboard the Tuesday Crazy Train!

    This is the place to vent about symptoms, obsessing over your chart, BFNs at 5DPO, 2WW stress, etc. Everyone is welcome to post!

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10:  1

    CD/DPO: CD 14 T-1 or 2 till O

    Can I just _____O_____ already? 

    Signs/Symptoms:Today I got my first peak reading a positive OPK since going off BCP.  So, I'm a little excited as per my post below....

    Additional Crazy Here: Nada.  Just excited.

    It's good that you are keeping the crazy in check, but I understand why this is exciting! Have fun getting busy ;)  

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  • Level of crazy: 8

    CD 24, 8DPO

    Can I just get my BFP already?

    Signs/Symptoms: A whole lotta nothin. Temp dipped down to my cover line this morning. Not very happy about that, but I know it doesn't really mean anything.

    Additional Crazy: I POAS yesterday and hopefully got it out of my system til Thursday. I'm very proud of myself for not testing this morning.

    ETA: Thanks for the train, km! 

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  • UGH..anxiously awaiting AF to return...the wait seems like forever (even though it hasn't been) 

    My level of crazy: 4

    CD/DPO:  18 days post m/c, 20 days post when spotting started

    Can I just ovulate already?

    Signs/Symptoms:  Nothing really...low BBT, negative OPK.  I have long cycles normally though so I actually won't expect anything until Friday and since I'm post m/c it could take longer :(....really hope it doesn't though!!

    Additional Crazy: Hmmmmm...not really all that much beyond what I've already discussed on other boards so I won't bore you with more of the same details.  Wishing you ladies well!!! 

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  • Okay, can I first say how excited I am to actually qualify to post here. Seriously, I never thought I'd see this day.. *sigh* it's been a long 5 months but I am officially TTC!!!!!!!! 

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: 8

    CD/DPO:CD14

    Can I just GET CROSSHAIRS already?

    Signs/Symptoms: none

    Additional Crazy Here: I've never actually TTC using FF so I have to admit that I was a little crazy this month with trying to time everything just right. Poor DH didn't get a break from me and I was constantly nagging him to DTD. At one point he told me flat out that we couldn't proceed with this much "build up" because it seriously kills the mood. So, next month, I will not be telling him any details. He does not need to know when I O and what my chart looks like. I'll keep all that for my tree house discussions. LOL. But, regardless of the outcome this month, I'm just so grateful to finally be in the position to try again.


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    Level of crazy: 8

    CD 24, 8DPO

    Can I just get my BFP already?

    Signs/Symptoms: A whole lotta nothin. Temp dipped down to my cover line this morning. Not very happy about that, but I know it doesn't really mean anything.

    Additional Crazy: I POAS yesterday and hopefully got it out of my system til Thursday. I'm very proud of myself for not testing this morning.

    ETA: Thanks for the train, km! 

    I'm sorry about your temp dropping this morning. It is hard not to let that get to you ((hugs)). I have also POAS at 7 dpo to get it out of my system, so you aren't alone there! Try to hold off a few more days!  

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    UGH..anxiously awaiting AF to return...the wait seems like forever (even though it hasn't been) 

    My level of crazy: 4

    CD/DPO:  18 days post m/c, 20 days post when spotting started

    Can I just ovulate already?

    Signs/Symptoms:  Nothing really...low BBT, negative OPK.  I have long cycles normally though so I actually won't expect anything until Friday and since I'm post m/c it could take longer :(....really hope it doesn't though!!

    Additional Crazy: Hmmmmm...not really all that much beyond what I've already discussed on other boards so I won't bore you with more of the same details.  Wishing you ladies well!!! 

    It is really tough after a loss, there are so many things going on. And it is really frustrating when your body takes a while to get back to normal. I hope that you can ovulate soon and get yourself back on track ((hugs)) 

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    Okay, can I first say how excited I am to actually qualify to post here. Seriously, I never thought I'd see this day.. *sigh* it's been a long 5 months but I am officially TTC!!!!!!!! 

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: 8

    CD/DPO:CD14

    Can I just GET CROSSHAIRS already?

    Signs/Symptoms: none

    Additional Crazy Here: I've never actually TTC using FF so I have to admit that I was a little crazy this month with trying to time everything just right. Poor DH didn't get a break from me and I was constantly nagging him to DTD. At one point he told me flat out that we couldn't proceed with this much "build up" because it seriously kills the mood. So, next month, I will not be telling him any details. He does not need to know when I O and what my chart looks like. I'll keep all that for my tree house discussions. LOL. But, regardless of the outcome this month, I'm just so grateful to finally be in the position to try again.

    I am glad to see you here, finally!! Hopefully you get your CHs in another coupe of days. I would probably try to HIO today too if you can, give you one extra day. It is weird getting used to FF and everything and many ladies here have found that their DHs like to know as little as possible. We had a few issues our first month trying again because of the pressure on DH. I just usually call the shots in FW. I'll greet him at the door wearing next-to-nothing, or hop on in the am - he can't say no to those things! Good luck lovely! 

    Married my own Prince at Walt Disney World Resort on September 9th, 2010 
    BFP#1 - 25/Aug/12 - EDD 2/May/13 - M/C - 08/Sept/12 - 6w2d - Never in my arms, forever in my heart <3
    BFP#2 - 13/May/13 - EDD 25/Jan/14 - Evelyn born January 27th 2014 

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    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 10: 5 CD/DPO: CD 25 / 6DPO Can I just BE READY TO TEST already?Signs/Symptoms: nothing to report since I have a cold and it's got me all out of whack. Additional Crazy Here: Traveling internationally tomorrow with a cold....13 hours on two planes. Going to BILs wedding where SIL is due 2 weeks before I was. I'm pimply and greasy like a teen again. Argh. Hated leaving puppy behind. Dreading and anticipating this trip at the same time.

    Leaving dogs is the hardest part of traveling. ((HUGS)). I hope your flights go easy on your cold, lady. And I hope the wedding's as easy as possible. All of that.

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  • Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: 8

    CD/DPO: CD20... 7ish DPO

    Can I just Test/Get a BFP/ Have a normal healthy pregnancy already?

    Signs/Symptoms: Well, my face and neck have decided to break out like crazy.  I look like I have meth face... so beautiful.  I'm tired, but that's totally due to Daylight Savings.

    Additional Crazy Here: I have been a grade A b!tch lately.  Last week, DH and I got into a huge fight.  Last night we argued again.  I really can't help the things that are coming out of my mouth; I'm saying the meanest things possible.  Then I feel bad and apologize the next morning.  The stress is really getting to me this cycle.  Then I get worried about stressing during my FW and 2WW.  Bleh.  Wish this shiz was easier! 

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    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: 8

    CD/DPO: CD20... 7ish DPO

    Can I just Test/Get a BFP/ Have a normal healthy pregnancy already?

    Signs/Symptoms: Well, my face and neck have decided to break out like crazy.  I look like I have meth face... so beautiful.  I'm tired, but that's totally due to Daylight Savings.

    Additional Crazy Here: I have been a grade A b!tch lately.  Last week, DH and I got into a huge fight.  Last night we argued again.  I really can't help the things that are coming out of my mouth; I'm saying the meanest things possible.  Then I feel bad and apologize the next morning.  The stress is really getting to me this cycle.  Then I get worried about stressing during my FW and 2WW.  Bleh.  Wish this shiz was easier! 

    ((((hugs)))) Ashleen! I'm sorry that things are so rough and I really hope that this is your cycle. Breakouts are awful, and I haven't found anything to control hormonal ones (other than bcps, which defeat the purpose right now!). When do you plan on POAS? 

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  • G'morning, KM! Thanks for conducting the train. :)

     

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: depending on the moment, somewhere betwixt a 3 and an 8.

    CD/DPO: CD 27/est 13 DPO

    Can I just _get a definitive answer_ already?

    Signs/Symptoms: I have no signs or symptoms of ANYTHING today. I feel like CD 9. Eff you, body. How am I supposed to know what's going on when you're being all elusive with your clues?

    Additional Crazy Here: The next 2 weeks of my life are stupidly busy, so I may be stressing my body into the weird behavior. Maybe. Gr.

     

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  • Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: 5

    CD/DPO: 30 days post D&C

    Can I just ____do something______ already?

    Signs/Symptoms: Random, inconsistent spotting with some red. Headaches. Mild cramping. Low BBT (although I don't trust my new thermometer), negative OPKs.

    Additional Crazy Here: I guess I am in the same boat as krirecke. I have not seen any signs of O. The spotting is leading me to think my body is trying to AF, but I have no idea. Please ute do something!

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    G'morning, KM! Thanks for conducting the train. :)

     

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: depending on the moment, somewhere betwixt a 3 and an 8.

    CD/DPO: CD 27/est 13 DPO

    Can I just _get a definitive answer_ already?

    Signs/Symptoms: I have no signs or symptoms of ANYTHING today. I feel like CD 9. Eff you, body. How am I supposed to know what's going on when you're being all elusive with your clues?

    Additional Crazy Here: The next 2 weeks of my life are stupidly busy, so I may be stressing my body into the weird behavior. Maybe. Gr.

     

    Ugh, it is so frustrating when you are just waiting for an answer. Have you POAS yet? Do you know how long your LP usually is? I hope that you can get an answer really soon ((hugs)) 

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    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: 5

    CD/DPO: 30 days post D&C

    Can I just ____do something______ already?

    Signs/Symptoms: Random, inconsistent spotting with some red. Headaches. Mild cramping. Low BBT (although I don't trust my new thermometer), negative OPKs.

    Additional Crazy Here: I guess I am in the same boat as krirecke. I have not seen any signs of O. The spotting is leading me to think my body is trying to AF, but I have no idea. Please ute do something!

    ((hugs)) This is a really frustrating and sad place to be. Are you charting with FF? If you link your chart in your signature we can take a look at your chart as well - sometimes it helps to have someone else's eyes on it. I hope that your body figures itself out soon. Try not to be too stressed, cycles can be really different after a loss and you can drive yourself crazy over it.  

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    BFP#1 - 25/Aug/12 - EDD 2/May/13 - M/C - 08/Sept/12 - 6w2d - Never in my arms, forever in my heart <3
    BFP#2 - 13/May/13 - EDD 25/Jan/14 - Evelyn born January 27th 2014 

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  • I am getting my ticket punched today and finding a seat.

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: 7

    CD/DPO: cd21

    Can I just __get a -opk and some ch's________ already?

    Signs/Symptoms: Slowly rising temps, still +opk.

    Additional Crazy Here: Bah, I thought for sure I had O'd and maybe I have but these stupid opks are throwing me off.  I am going to test again this afternoon, this mornings test was fmu.  Dh is getting tired of the bding, well mostly tired from the later nights having to bd.  He gets up at 4:30 for work.

     

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  • crazy level:  4 at cd14.  

    I'm a little crazy today because I either have a 48 hour bug or the flu and had a fever of 100.4 last night and worried that the high fever would be bad if for some odd reason I ovulated already and sperm met the egg when we had sex on cd12.  Less we forget that I have been dealing with IF for 52 cycles and it's not like I've ever gotten PG on my own, but I guess I always have that small glimmer of hope and kind of wish if I was going to be sick why couldn't it have happened before possible O or during AF.   


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    Okay, can I first say how excited I am to actually qualify to post here. Seriously, I never thought I'd see this day.. sigh it's been a long 5 months but I am officially TTC!!!!!!!!nbsp; Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 10: 8CD/DPO:CD14Can I just GET CROSSHAIRS already?Signs/Symptoms: noneAdditional Crazy Here: I've never actually TTC using FF so I have to admit that I was a little crazy this month with trying to time everything just right. Poor DH didn't get a break from me and I was constantly nagging him to DTD. At one point he told me flat out that we couldn't proceed with this much "build up" because it seriously kills the mood. So, next month, I will not be telling him any details. He does not need to know when I O and what my chart looks like. I'll keep all that for my tree house discussions. LOL. But, regardless of the outcome this month, I'm just so grateful to finally be in the position to try again.

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    I love that you are able to ride the crazy train! MH prefers to be on a need to know basis. He absolutely does not want to feel like sex is a chore. I typically don't tell him we are in fw. It can be super stressful leading up to O because it makes timing really important but keeping DH ready and willing is pretty important.

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    Ugh, it is so frustrating when you are just waiting for an answer. Have you POAS yet? Do you know how long your LP usually is? I hope that you can get an answer really soon ((hugs)) 

    Oh yeah, I have peed on five sticks because I lack self control. I'm out of sticks and will not let myself buy any more unless I'm late... because I cannot be trusted. I have a 28 day cycle that just about always starts at lunchtime. So if AF doesn't show by the time I get home on Thursday, THEN I'll buy more. :)

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    ((((hugs)))) Ashleen! I'm sorry that things are so rough and I really hope that this is your cycle. Breakouts are awful, and I haven't found anything to control hormonal ones (other than bcps, which defeat the purpose right now!). When do you plan on POAS? 

    Thanks for the ((hugs)) boo!  Right now, I'm using Burt's Bees Blemish Stick.  It's not really helping; I basically just smell like tea tree oil.  I'm trying to hold off on testing until Sunday or Monday.  But knowing me, I'll end up POAS on Saturday or something.  I really was optimistic about this cycle until all the fights began, but my friend, who is a nurse, told me that everyone has stress and people get pregnant all the time in stressful situations.  She said that she could see something like being a prisoner of war or something equally as traumatic keeping an embryo from implanting, but that day-to-day stress shouldn't have any bearing on things.  So I try to remind myself of all of that often. 

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    BFP #2 3-22-2013, EDD 11-28-13, natural mc 4-09-13 at 6w4d
    BFP #3 6-10-2013, EDD 2-19-2014, DD born 2-12-14

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    I am getting my ticket punched today and finding a seat.

    Your level of crazy on a scale of 1 - 10: 7

    CD/DPO: cd21

    Can I just __get a -opk and some ch's________ already?

    Signs/Symptoms: Slowly rising temps, still +opk.

    Additional Crazy Here: Bah, I thought for sure I had O'd and maybe I have but these stupid opks are throwing me off.  I am going to test again this afternoon, this mornings test was fmu.  Dh is getting tired of the bding, well mostly tired from the later nights having to bd.  He gets up at 4:30 for work.

     

    Even the conductors need a ride sometimes!! I can offer you a seat and some (((hugs))). That is a lot of +OPKs. I hope that this afternoon brings you a negative one, followed by a temp rise in the days to come. I'm sorry that your body isn't cooperating. 

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    crazy level:  4 at cd14.  

    I'm a little crazy today because I either have a 48 hour bug or the flu and had a fever of 100.4 last night and worried that the high fever would be bad if for some odd reason I ovulated already and sperm met the egg when we had sex on cd12.  Less we forget that I have been dealing with IF for 52 cycles and it's not like I've ever gotten PG on my own, but I guess I always have that small glimmer of hope and kind of wish if I was going to be sick why couldn't it have happened before possible O or during AF.   

    (((hugs))) I'm sorry. Those worries are normal but they still really suck. I hate that things like that happen at the worst times and just cause unnecessary worry. I hope that you are feeling better soon. 

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    Ugh, it is so frustrating when you are just waiting for an answer. Have you POAS yet? Do you know how long your LP usually is? I hope that you can get an answer really soon ((hugs)) 

    Oh yeah, I have peed on five sticks because I lack self control. I'm out of sticks and will not let myself buy any more unless I'm late... because I cannot be trusted. I have a 28 day cycle that just about always starts at lunchtime. So if AF doesn't show by the time I get home on Thursday, THEN I'll buy more. :)

    Good choice on not buying more sticks just yet! I hope that you can keep the crazy at bay for another couple of days. I find it impressive that your cycle seems to be so regular after losses and without being on anything like BCPs.  

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    BFP#1 - 25/Aug/12 - EDD 2/May/13 - M/C - 08/Sept/12 - 6w2d - Never in my arms, forever in my heart <3
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    ((((hugs)))) Ashleen! I'm sorry that things are so rough and I really hope that this is your cycle. Breakouts are awful, and I haven't found anything to control hormonal ones (other than bcps, which defeat the purpose right now!). When do you plan on POAS? 

    Thanks for the ((hugs)) boo!  Right now, I'm using Burt's Bees Blemish Stick.  It's not really helping; I basically just smell like tea tree oil.  I'm trying to hold off on testing until Sunday or Monday.  But knowing me, I'll end up POAS on Saturday or something.  I really was optimistic about this cycle until all the fights began, but my friend, who is a nurse, told me that everyone has stress and people get pregnant all the time in stressful situations.  She said that she could see something like being a prisoner of war or something equally as traumatic keeping an embryo from implanting, but that day-to-day stress shouldn't have any bearing on things.  So I try to remind myself of all of that often. 

    I have heard similar things before and also try to use them to keep calm. I hope that it works for you. These last few days before POAS really seem to drag. FX for you! 

    I've never tried Burt's Bees, but I have really sensitive skin. I'm currently using Vichy and it is one of the only things that has ever worked for me, but lately, it hasn't been helping with the hormonal breakouts (chin area, around O and again around AF). It feels like I just get it clearing up and it starts all over again! I hope that yours clears up soon, breakouts are awful.  

    Married my own Prince at Walt Disney World Resort on September 9th, 2010 
    BFP#1 - 25/Aug/12 - EDD 2/May/13 - M/C - 08/Sept/12 - 6w2d - Never in my arms, forever in my heart <3
    BFP#2 - 13/May/13 - EDD 25/Jan/14 - Evelyn born January 27th 2014 

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    Good choice on not buying more sticks just yet! I hope that you can keep the crazy at bay for another couple of days. I find it impressive that your cycle seems to be so regular after losses and without being on anything like BCPs.  

     I'll go broke if I keep buying! I need to get some amazon wondflos -- I checked our local walmart and they didn't have any. AF was pretty messed up after my first mc, but bounced back to a normal cycle immediately after my December loss.

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    Additional Crazy Here: I've never actually TTC using FF so I have to admit that I was a little crazy this month with trying to time everything just right. Poor DH didn't get a break from me and I was constantly nagging him to DTD. At one point he told me flat out that we couldn't proceed with this much "build up" because it seriously kills the mood. So, next month, I will not be telling him any details. He does not need to know when I O and what my chart looks like. I'll keep all that for my tree house discussions. LOL. But, regardless of the outcome this month, I'm just so grateful to finally be in the position to try again.

    FX for you.  Next month I'm going to do the same with DH.  I normally tell him...but this month it really did kill the mood!

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    Good choice on not buying more sticks just yet! I hope that you can keep the crazy at bay for another couple of days. I find it impressive that your cycle seems to be so regular after losses and without being on anything like BCPs.  

     I'll go broke if I keep buying! I need to get some amazon wondflos -- I checked our local walmart and they didn't have any. AF was pretty messed up after my first mc, but bounced back to a normal cycle immediately after my December loss.

    Wow, go body! lol Wondfos are pretty awesome. I'm pretty cheap so I like that I can use those and not worry about wasting $10+ on one stick. 

    Married my own Prince at Walt Disney World Resort on September 9th, 2010 
    BFP#1 - 25/Aug/12 - EDD 2/May/13 - M/C - 08/Sept/12 - 6w2d - Never in my arms, forever in my heart <3
    BFP#2 - 13/May/13 - EDD 25/Jan/14 - Evelyn born January 27th 2014 

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