I live in a very small community where I won't know until next week whether or not I can even have my baby here. If I can not, I will be leaving immediately for a town 6 hours away. Where I live there is no where to go for information on child birth. I have been taking prenatal yoga which has been helpful with breathing. However, there was suppose to be a birthing class offered by our hospital. I was suppose to hear back from the lady weeks ago. However, her response is always "I will know more next week." I am due is less than 4 weeks. I don't know what to expect and I am not the type of person to just "go with the flow". I have watched/taken a birthing class online. And I have read up on what child birth will be like as well as watched some videos. But it just doesn't seem like enough. And now LO's arrival is approaching and I can not relax. I was up last night crying to my husband. I just don't know what I am doing.