Hi all, I've been lurking for a while (and have read the blog and instructions) and finally would like to introduce myself! I had a miscarriage mid December 2012, ending with a D&C on December 28th 2012. It was my first pregnancy and I was about 7 weeks along.
My doctor said that I would be ok to TTC again after one cycle. My husband and I decided to wait 2 just to make sure things were back to normal, and luckily both cycles were normal. I was super excited to get pregnant again up until recently.
Now I find myself at the beginning of the first cycle we were supposed to TTC, and I should be excited to TTC, but I am just not. I feel very anxious at the thought of going through another miscarriage again, and the anxiety is getting worse as I get closer to the date when I think I will ovulate.
I talked to my husband about this and he suggested waiting another month, but I just don't think that will help since I don't think this anxiety will go away. I feel like if I delay TTC until I am really excited again, it may be a VERY long time!
Any words of wisdom from someone who has gone through this? Did you delay TTC until you felt excited again? If not, how did you motivate yourself?
Wishing you all luck with your TTCAL journeys