Well. 12 months of mat leave have gone by just like that. How I have no freakin clue. It's mostly all a blur.
The anticipation of going back to work has maximized to its fullest and has seriously gotten the best of me. I'm full of worry, anxiety, sadness, sometimes excitement about a new chapter then back to full force nobody knows how to take care of dd like me just Downright in the dumps feel sorry for myself. How will I retrain my brain to work mode? Lol
I have no idea why or what exactly brought this on. But I'm really hoping ill make it through tomorrow and this week with a positive outlook. I think it's one of the hardest things I have ever gone through. Who would have thought. Wish me luck.