Remember my friend that told me she wanted to get pregnant before me? (then an old condom came out when she peed?) Well she did, and the way she told me was super sh!ty. I called to se if she could take a long lunch and she said she couldn't becuase she is taking Thursday off but didn't want to tell me why because I would be mad at her...I said, are you pregnant? She said yes. Are you mad at me? (sorry for not doing the whole dialog quote thing)
The details: she is a slut, its a different guy than the one she was with last month. I'm happy for her but yes I am jealous and hate myself for it. Ugh, and now I am judging her lifestyle I need to stop. I truly wish her a happy healthy pregnancy.
But, I think she is lying. She said she is 3 weeks and 4 days, doesn't that seem early? And, she has a Dr. appt on Thursday. I asked her why and she said to make sure everything was ok. I told not to waste her money and (she doesn't have insurance) because I didn't think they would even see you until 8 weeks or something. Anyway, hearing her talk about it made me realize how much I have earned from this board. I just wanted to thank you all for teaching me so much and apologize for being a bi-ach to some of you.
I'm sure some of you can relate to how I feel, I also know I may be opening the flame gates. BIO!