Yesterday we did our first 3 daycare tours. I wasn't even thinking about how I would react but apparently I am super hormonal. During the first tour I was getting kind of overwhelmed and the lady ask me if I was ok and said I looked like I was going to have a panic attack. Well then the tears started, I was so embarassed. She was super nice and said don't worry it happens alot. It wasn't a bad place I was just imagining my baby being there instead of with me and its really hard. The second and third I was pretty much ok. The second was not good and I knew from the get go I wouldn't be back. The third was nice because it was small and only have 8 infants max. Really I should also be crying about the price though haha. We have a few more to look at.
For those of you that use daycare how did you manage, was it really hard leaving them? I would rather be staying home but that just won't work for us right now and really I thought I was ok with the idea of using daycare. I guess just seeing it for myself made it more real.