TTC After a Loss

Shuffling back in (loss mentioned)

Hi ladies --

I was a lurker on this board for several months and a sporadic poster for the last month and a half. I left on Monday but it turns out that my body just really doesn't want to produce the hormones to support a pregnancy. I am once again miscarrying and I'd like to rejoin this group if I could.

I've had three early miscarriages since last July. I just got the bad news today, and right now I don't know how I will go through this again. But I guess continuing to try is the only way to get a baby at the end of this hell. Fortunately, my doctor now views these as not unfortunate coincidences and will start running tests on me. :( Hopefully he can figure out what's wrong and something somewhat positive can come from this latest loss.


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TTC since 2.2012. Three Early Losses (7.25.12 | 12.17.12 | 2.14.13). 





Re: Shuffling back in (loss mentioned)

  • Oh no, I'm so sorry to see you back in here! :(

    Hoping you can get some answers soon.

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    BFP with #1 (twins!) 11/18/2011 - missed m/c at 8weeks3days; d&c 1/19/2012; myomectomy to remove 18cm+,10cm & 5cm fibroids 4/2012; TTC again 7/2012; BFP #2 (twins) 11/13/2012; missed m/c at 7weeks;
    BFP #3: EDD 3/6/2014: The Fruit

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  • I am so sorry for your loss! I hope your doctor will find some answers!

    ((HUGS))

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

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    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13

    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • I'm so sorry for your losses and that you find yourself back here.  ((hugs))
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    BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.

    BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.

    BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.

    BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section

  • ((((hugs)))) I am very sorry for your loss. I hope the testing finds you some answers.
    Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
    BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12

    BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

    IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
    IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
    IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

    BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

    Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis

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  • I'm so sorry for your losses.  I hope you are able to get the answers you need. ((Hugs))

    Me: 30 DH: 32  TTC DH's #1 & my #2 since our wedding day 9/21/2012

    BFP #1 ended in MMC. Discovered Oct 2005 @10w5d, baby stopped growing around 6w. D&C.
    BFP#2 Nov 2005. Baby's heart stopped @ 8w3d. D&C Jan 2006. Trisomy 18
    BFP#3 Nov 2006. My "miracle baby" DD born 7/25/07
    BFP #4 11/6/12. EDD 7/16/13~my birthday! No sac found @ 5w1d, betas not increasing. Natural m/c started 11/20/12.

    BFP#5 11/9/13.  EDD 7/21/14  Please be our take home baby!!!

    RPL testing results normal.  More testing 9/13 for irregular cycles-all normal. U/S shows normal uterus & ovaries, but thin lining. DH SA: Normal except for low morph.


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  • I'm so sorry for your losses. I hope the testing provides some answers. {{hugs}}
    Mr. & Mrs. B, Est. 10.23.2009
    BFP #1: 8/31/12 ~ m/c: 9/06/12
    BFP #2: 2/28/13 ~ EDD: 11/10/13 ~ DS Born: 10/23/13

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  • I'm so sorry you find yourself back here. I hope testing provides you with answers.

    BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11

    BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14

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  • I'm so sorry you're back here sweetie. Big hugs!
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  • I am so sorry for your losses. Sending Hugs your way.

    TTC Since June 2012 BFP #1 08/01/12, D&C 09/07/12 9 weeks, Blighted Ovum BFP #2 01/01/13 m/c 5 weeks BFP #3 03/02/13 D&C 4/15/13 m/c 11 weeks, 07/19/13 Hysteroscopy for Scar Tissue, 9/12813 Hysteroscopy & Laparoscopy for Scar Tissue, Cleared to TTC October 2013. 

    BFP # 4 11/01/2013 EDD 07/12/14

    Dear God, Since I couldn't hold my little one in my lap and tell him about you, could you hold him in your lap and tell him about me?

  • I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you are able to find some answers through testing.

    TTC Since 8/2011
    BFP #1 5/13/12 * EDD 1/24/13 * MC at 7 wks 4 days on 6/11/12
    BFP #2 5/13/13 * Current EDD 1/23/14

    Baby N born 2/8/14


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  • So sorry for your losses.  Glad they are going to do testing for you.

    BFP #1 12.23.12—1.16.13 M/C @ 7w6d

    BFP #2 3.14.13—EDD 11.20.13

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  • Im so very sorry to see you back. Many hugs to you.
    PCOS & ute crew member
    BFP #1: 10/24/2012  EDD 7/3/13, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E 
    DX: Septate Uterus. Septum resection 6/4/13
    BFP #2: 12/20/2013  EDD 9/1/14, missed m/c @ 7weeks, D&E
    BFP #3: 5/26/2014 EDD 2/7/15, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E- DX Trisomy22
    RPL and Karyotyping: Normal

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  • I'm so sorry you find yourself back here....I also hope you guys get some answers soon. Big Big HUGS!

  • I'm sorry you are back. I'm so sorry for your latest loss. I also just returned, and my loss history sounds similar. I hope your doctor can start to figure things out for you. In the meantime, try to be gentle to yourself. It's a tough, tough time.
    M/C at 7 weeks on 2/14/12 
    M/C at 6 weeks on 5/1/12 
    M/C at 5 weeks on 8/8/12 
    C/P at 4 weeks on 12/12/12 
    C/P at 4 weeks on 2/13/13
    Loss due to Trisomy 21 at 16 weeks on 12/12/13


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  • I'm so sorry for your losses :(  I hope the testing can provide you with some answers & your stay here is short.. hugs!
    Married the love of my life <3 June 18, 2011 <3 Me (28) DH (28)
    TTC #1 since June 2012
    BFP #1 6.29.12 EDD 3.12.13 MMC discovered 8.11.12 9w5d D&C 8.15.12
    BFP #2 11.2.12 EDD 7.14.13 MMC 6w5d discovered 8w6d 2 failed rounds miso D&C 12.27.12
    BFP #3 8.5.13 EDD 4.18.14 MMC 7w4d discovered 9.25.13 at 10w6d -Trisomy 13- 1 round miso & emergency D&C 10.2.13
    RPL Testing. DX Asherman's November 2013. Low AMH (0.44) January 2014. 
    Operative Hysteroscopy January 2014 to remove scar tissue.
    BFP#4 6.18.14 EDD 3.1.15 Beta#1 16dpo 484. Beta #2 18dpo 1700. 6w2d Heartbeat 119 bpm! 8w2d Heartbeat 153 bpm! Grow baby grow!!!
    --AL always welcome--
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  • I'm sorry you find yourself back so soon. I hope testing will give you some answers and you and your doc can make a plan to move forward. ((Hugs))
    BFP#1 8/3/12~EDD 4/1/13~Natural M/C 9/1/12-9w6d 
    BFP#2 5/30/13~EDD 2/3/14~Confirmed CP 5/31/13
    7/12/13 Hysteroscopy & Lap Lysis of Adhesions
    1st Cycle on Clomid Aug '13: BFP#3 8/24/13~EDD 5/3/14
    Hoping Third Time's a Charm!!- IT'S A GIRL!!!! 
    KAYLIE MARIE IS HERE! BORN 5/4/14

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  • I'm so sorry you keep going through this.  I hope are able to find some answers and solutions.
    PAIF/SAIF, PGAL/PAL welcome.
    TTC since March 2010 ~ Dx Unexplained IF September 2011
    2011: IUI + Clomid = CP#1
    2012: 3 more IUIs + Clomid = 3 more CPs. One on-our-own pg, also CP
    2013: BTB IUI + Lupron/Follistim/Prometrium/PIO = CP #6
    IF testing, RPL testing, Autoimmune testing = all normal
    So lost.
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  • I'm very sorry for your losses. FX for some answers for the future.
    TTC since November 2011//
    BFP#1 EDD Nov 19 '12. MMC at 10w5d. D&C April 26 '12//

    BFP#2 EDD May 2 '12 Mo/mo twins no HB @7wks. Natural MC Oct 3 '12//

    Testing in Nov. 2012 - weakly positive ACA's (IGM @16)//

    Testing in Jan. 2013 - weakly positive ACA's (IGM @17) and compound heterozygous MTHFR with normal homocysteine levels.//
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  • I am so so sorry Chia. I hope you get some answers soon. (((HUGS)))
     TTC #1 since 5/1/12
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    BFP #1   8.29.12   EDD 5.8.13   MC 10.9.12   GusGus
    BFP #2   7.12.13   EDD 3.24.14   MC 7.26.13   Muggle
    RE Consult 8.22.13 for RPL testing
    Diagnosed with Factor V Leiden and MTHFR 
    IUI #1 10.11.13 w/gonal-f and ovidrel   BFP #3 & CP 10.25.13   Dot
    IUI #2 12.9.13 w/gonal-f and ovidrel   BFP #4 12.18.13   EDD 9.1.14   Turtle 
    progesterone, estrogen, baby aspirin, lovenox, and acupuncture
    We can't wait to meet you sweet baby!
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  • I'm so sorry for your losses.  Hope you get some answers soon.
    Married my wife 8/2007 ~ TTC #1 since 7/2011
    9 IUIs = 9 BFNs
    IVF October 2012: 22 eggs retrieved, 17 fertilized, 5 frozen
    ET #1: 1 blast = BFP; Blighted ovum discovered at 7w5d; D&E
    FET #1: 1 blast = BFP; Missed m/c discovered at 9w5d; D&E
    Karyotyping: normal ~ RPL Testing: normal ~ Hysteroscopy: normal
    FET #2: 1 blast transferred 10/25; BFP 10/31!
    EDD 7/13/14 ~ Induced at 37w5d due to pre-eclampsia ~ Born on 6/28/14
    *Everyone welcome*

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  • So sorry... sending hugs your way...

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  • I am so sorry you find yourself back here. I hope you find the answers you are looking for.
    Sending hugs and love your way.
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    EDD 8/6/13 MC 5/23/12 @6wk
    EDD 4/27/13 MC 8/29/12 @5wk
    EDD 1/16/13 MC 12/14/12 @7wk
  • I am so, so sorry for your losses. Welcome back to the board. Wishing you all the best for your upcoming testing and healing.

    dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010


     <dream 2> 12.2011


     2.10.12 : 4 weeks


    6.17.12 : 10 weeks


    10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days


    12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day


    4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days


    10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days


    4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day


    6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative


     </dream 2>


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    "all it was was a fairytale and devotion to a dream"


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  • I am sorry you find yourself back here.

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    TTC since 2.12 
    BFP 11.14.12 (MC 12.2.12) EDD 7.24.13 
    Dx: Unexplained IF 12.13, Endometriosis 1.14
    IUI#1+Clomid 1.3.14 Missed Ectopic identified 1.28.14 (EDD 9.26.14) Lap. Surgery
    IUI#2.0+Letrozole Cancelled 1.28.14. IUI#2.1+Letrozole Cancelled 4.22.14
    IVF or bust July 2014
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  • I'm so sorry (((hugs))) Nobody should have to come back here.
    Married my own Prince at Walt Disney World Resort on September 9th, 2010 
    BFP#1 - 25/Aug/12 - EDD 2/May/13 - M/C - 08/Sept/12 - 6w2d - Never in my arms, forever in my heart <3
    BFP#2 - 13/May/13 - EDD 25/Jan/14 - Evelyn born January 27th 2014 

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  • So sorry for your loss ((hugs)). 
    me: 34
    Dh:39
    married 2009, ttc for #1 since 2009
    m/c: May 2012 7.5wks

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  • I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you can get some answers from your doctor.

    "It's, not, where you are, it's where you're going,
    And it's, not, about the things you've done, it's what you're doing, now"

    TTC Journey Began 8/12
    BFP #1 11/9/12, MMC/D&C 12/21/12 @ 9w2d, EDD 7/24/13
    SAs: 2%-3% Morph - RE Official Diagnosis
    Unexplained
     BFN = IUI #1 (Clomid) | IUI #2 (Letrozole) 
    BFP #2 4/19/14 = IUI #3 (Letrozole)
    Expecting Our Elf 12/27/14
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  • I just wanted to say that I'm so very, very sorry, Chia.::hugs:::
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    BFP #1 08/05/12. EDD 4/15/13 m/c 08/27/12
    BFP #2 06/05/13. EDD 2/16/2014 (Team Blue). Baby Wombat born 2/20/2014 7lb. 11oz and 20 in.
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