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I don't think I am going to get my birthday wish. :(

LlamamamaLlamamama member
in TTC after 35

My temp is the highest it has ever been today at 15 DPO. I practically danced out of bed I was so excited!

I have been feeling crampy for 2 days with absolutely NO sign on AF..until today.  I think I just saw some color on the TP.  Crying

I understand I am old.  I accept that I have some IF issues.  But SERIOUSLY??? My chart has to get my hopes up SO high I might not survive the crash?  Not fair.

 

Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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Re: I don't think I am going to get my birthday wish. :(

  • HeathernStevenHeathernSteven member
    Oh I hope you are wrong :( but i am really sorry if you're right.

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    My Ovulation Chart


    Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
    3 cycles clomid with Ob,
    1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
    Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
    clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
    1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
    2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
    3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.

    May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN 

    May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't. 

    February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing. 

    SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!

    Miscarriage 4/23/15

     

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  • QzeesQzees
    I too have been chart stalking. I hope your wrong, your chart looks fabulous !!
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  • QOTRQOTR member
    I'm still holding hope for a happy birthday surprise for you!
    Me-41, Hubby-40.
    1st BFP-8/17/12!  Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US.  D&C.
    2nd BFP-2/13/13!  Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
    3rd BFP-5/22/13!  By early June, progesterone plummeting.  Another loss.
    August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
    Dear Son born 5/28/14
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  • BeckyP005BeckyP005 member
    Sorry Llama :(

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


     

     

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  • LlamamamaLlamamama member
    Very light spotting now.  It looks like AF is on the way...but why is my temp so high?  I have looked at pages of similar charts on FF today--all of them have after O temps rising steadily like mine.  Not one of them has a rise and AF on the same day.  Confused That little speck of hope is making me google every possible PG story involving high temps and spotting at 15 DPO.  I can't get it out of my head--may as well obsess right? 
    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • robbensmrobbensm member

    Until you are 100% sure it's AF I say obsess awayWink

    I'm pulling for ya!!!

    Me 39 & suspected PCOS, DH 42. Went off BCP when we got married in 11/11, seriously TTC since 3/12.  Six cycles of clomid = BFNs.  Suspected endometriosis & HSG showed both tubes blocked.  Sept 2013 IVF 5D transfer of two perfect embryos = BFN.  Started acupuncture and taking time off to drop some pounds & get healthier before FET in April 2014.
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  • Kat28655Kat28655

    Llama,

    I so hope that you are wrong. Your chart is beautiful. I will carry the flame of optimism. I hope that there is no crash from your high hopes. You deserve a birthday BFP!!!  

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  • gundy21gundy21 member

    Ticker warning...

    I am holding out hope for you and sending hugs your way! 

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  • *sparky**sparky* member
    Two days before I got my BFP I had bad cramping and also spotting and I was sure AF was on its way. I remember crying in the bathroom at work. AF never came so I tested 2 days later and gotten BFP. So you never know...

     

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  • LlamamamaLlamamama member

    image*sparky*:
    Two days before I got my BFP I had bad cramping and also spotting and I was sure AF was on its way. I remember crying in the bathroom at work. AF never came so I tested 2 days later and gotten BFP. So you never know...

    I would take back all the bad things I have said to the Universe over the last 3.5 yrs if I can follow in your footsteps.  :)  Thanks for the glimmer of hope.  

    Spotting is still very light but much more noticeable.  :(  I hope it stays light and goes away all together soon.  I want to be one of those PG stories!

    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • BAKERMOMHDSBAKERMOMHDS member
    imagerobbensm:

    Until you are 100% sure it's AF I say obsess awayWink

    I'm pulling for ya!!!

    This EXACTLY!!! Super cheering for you!!!!

    Me = 39 DH = 50 TTC (since 01/2009 after a short break, I stopped counting *cycles* in 2010)
    DX 2010 : Unknown Infertility , AMA
    HSG 2005 = Normal / HSG 2010 = Normal
    SA 2005 = Normal / SA 2010 /2012 = Slightly low count : motility, morphology GREAT!
    Chromosomal analysis, MTHFR, ANA's, Lupus, Protein C, Protein S, APCR = Normal 2011

    M/C : 2005 (7wk), 2010 (6wk), 2011 (7wk)

    8 IUI's 2010-2011 all BFN

    IVF/ICSI antagonist 01/2012 #1 = BFN

    IVF/ICSI antagonist long 06/2012 #2 = BFN

    IVF/ICSI/CGH MDLF New Clinic/New RE 11/2012 #3 = One beautiful boy blasty frozen PGS normal

    IVF/ICSI/CGH MDLF 02/2013 #4 = One more beautiful boy blasty frozen PGS normal

    FET 6/20 : One 5AA PGS normal transferred Beta 1 6/28 = 53.9 / Beta 2 7/1 = 220 / Beta 3 7/3 = 550!

    1 U/S  6w3d - Heartbeat 119 /  2 U/S - 7w5d- Heartbeat 169 / 3 U/S (OB) 8w5d - Heartbeat still great!

    Baby G welcomed into the world 3/7/2014

    SAIF / PAIF always welcome ****

     

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  • Jacque SillsJacque Sills member
    Wishing the best for you, Llama.  Fingers and toes crossed! 
    Lilypie Trying to Conceive 15 to 80 day cycle tickers
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  • GuennieGuennie member

    I'm so sorry.  I was hoping for a bday bfp as well.  My temp was higher than usual for the past week, I thought I had some implantation cramping, then BAM my period started the day before my birthday.  It's so unfair.  I wish we didn't have to go through any of this.  Such a rollercoaster getting your hopes up then crashing back down.

    At this point, to try to stay positive, I am telling myself that I could still get pregnant in my birthday month, I would just get the bfp the month after.  I know it's grasping, but it's all I've got.  Great big hugs to you and hey, if your temps stay high maybe you could just be having implantation bleeding?

    Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.
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