My name is Rebecca and I am new mother of a 3 month old daughter and I really need to be able to talk to someone, someone that understands and can give me some advice.
When I was about 8 or 9 my brother sexual abused me several different times and now that I am married it is really messing with my marriage and sex life. Sexual intercourse from the very begining was very very very painful for me, and even after having a vaginal delivery sex is still painful and to be honest it is more painful, and with that being said, my husband and I don't have it very often and my husband also told me that when I tell him to stop because it's hurting me, he told me that turns him off and that makes me feel ever worst about the whole thing, I want to be able to enjoy sex with my husband, it is something that both he and I deserve.
Married: June 9, 2011
TTC Baby #1: January 2012
Baby #1: BFP: February 16, 2012, EDD: October 24, 2012, July 2, 2012, we found out we are expecting a GIRL !
11-2-2012 @ 12:55am, 41 weeks and 1 day, Kendall Rose was born, weighting 7lb. and 12oz.
TTC Baby #2: June 2013
Baby #2: BFP: August 16, 2013, EDD: April 18, 2014, Gender Predictor said: Girl "Christian April" MC: August 24, 2013 @ 5 weeks and 1 day
TTC Baby #3: October 2013
Baby #3: BFP: December 31, 2013 EDD: September 8, 2014, Gender Predictor said: Girl "Sweet Pea September" stopped growing January 12 @ 6 weeks (Missed Miscarriage), D and C: January 28, 2014 @ 8 weeks 2 days
Baby #4: BFP: June 13, 2014 EDD: February 25, 2015, October 10, 2014, we found out we are expecting a BOY !
"Love Bears all things, hopes all things, and endures all things"
2011, 2012, 2013, 2014