So it seems that now is not the time for me to have my rainbow. I miscarried over the weekend at 5 weeks, 4 days. I have deleted my ticker and saved my signature numerous times, I can't stand that TB is still showing it. I really don't feel the need to go to the miscarriage board, this loss is upsetting but it's nothing compared to the devestation in losing Ava. If it's ok with you ladies, I would like to just hang out here. This loss just made me so much more angry. I'm angry about how I shouldn't even be going through another loss because Ava is supposed to be here next week. I miss my baby girl and the only hope I had to start focusing on something positive is now gone too. I'm just so frustrated with my body, with life, and I feel like I've been in a constant nightmare since October. I'm hoping to get some answers on what's going on with me. For now, all I can do is take one day at a time. : *(
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section