Every night when my house gets quiet and I start to really focus on how uncomfortable I am, I sit on the couch and think about how I want to meet my baby now. I start wishing I would go into labor.
Then it's time for bed and I crawl in and am thankful that I'm not in labor and am going to get another night of undisturbed sleep.
Then I wake up and have a crazy morning with my kids and am thankful there isn't another little person here to take care of too.
But then I get at work and realize I don't want to be here and wish I was at home with a newborn instead.
I can't make up my mind on whether I want to have this baby sooner or later. Anyone with me?