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Hoping this nightmare is almost over.

Most of you know my story and what is going on.  My hcg levels jumped to 217 today.  I took cytotec and had methotrexate injections and they did not work.  This is pretty uncommon.  I was called in for an u/s.  My RE recommended a D&C right then and there.  I seriously was freaking out.  I had it done right there  and I am back at work I am seriously amazed at myself.  I am off for the next 10 days so I am sure I will crash later. 

I don't feel great but will be ok.  The MD was not confident after the D&C.  My lining is still pretty thick.  He thinks he saw the sack before the procedure and didn't see it after so I am hoping this is a good sign.  If not, I will have to have more injections of methotrexate tomorrow before I leave for vacation.  I just want to move on, this has been dragging almost a month now.   

ETA:  I hit post by accident before I finished typing. 

Fixing all my typos, I am still a little shakey.

 

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Pregnant with Letrazole (Femara) on the first cycle with DD after TTC 2+ years
TTC#2 with Letrazole (Femara) since January 2012
BFP 06.29.12 EDD 03.11.13 natural m/c 07.13.12
BFP 09.22.12 EDD 05.31.13 natural m/c 10.07.12
CP 11.09.12
BFP 01.01.13 EDD 09.15.13 d&c 01.24.13

BFP 03.26.13 EDD 12.04.13
 

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  • I'm so sorry! ((BIG HUGS))
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  • I'm so sorry this is happening! Hopefully today took care of it so you can move forward!
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  • I'm so sorry you're going through this. Hopefully you'll be able to take a breather from everything and enjoy your upcoming vacation.
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  • Oh Lauren. I am so upset reading this. I cannot imagine the craziness you've been going through. I am just so sorry this has been such a long recovery process and hope and pray the procedure today will finally get your levels to go down.

    I don't even know what words to say but I my heart is just breaking for you for all you've been through. Hang in there sweetie. Sending a million hugs to you.

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  • Oh honey, I can't say it enough how sorry I am.  I wish this was so different for you.  Lots of HUGS!!!

     

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    BFP on Cycle 14--TWINS! Identical twin boys stillborn at 19wks(1/9/10)
    3 break cycles; took clomid 50mg, BFP #2 Beta #1 35, Beta #2 338!!! Owen was born 2/11/11! 
    TTC#2: 4 cycles on clomid: BFNs
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    Cycle #6 break cycle TTC no meds=BFN
    Cycle #7: 150 clomid+ovidril+IUI=BFN (switched to RE)
    Cycle #8: follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #9 Forced break due to cyst
    Cycle #10 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #11 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle#12 Forced break due to cyst, went on BCP; did repeat HSG, Saline U/S
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  • I'm so sorry :

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    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 -> increased doses = 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP at 10dpiui! Beta 12dpiui = 130, 14dpiui = 342, 21dpiui = 4695, Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc and baby measuring 7w4d. Done TTC indefinitely. 

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  • I'm so sorry. I have had two DC. You will feel better physically in a few days. I hope the vacation helps you feel better emotionally.




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  •  I am so sorry. I hope your vacation brings you some much needed rest and distraction. Hugs!

    Dx: PCOS and short luteal phase
    18 cycles (3 with our RE) - Metformin + Clomid + HCG booster did the trick!
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  • I am so very sorry that is happening to you.  May you find some healing during your time off of work. 


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  • So sorry. Hope your vacation can be restful for you.
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  • Im so sorry your going through this.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  Enjoy your time with your family.
  • I'm sorry that you are going through this.
    TTC #3 (#1 for DH) since September 2011. DX: Unexplained infertility with possible cervical factor. May 2012 did clomid with IUI - BFN August 2012 IUI #2 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN September 2012 IUI #3 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN October 2012 IUI #4 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN November/December 2012 IVF/ICSI #1 Retrieved 12 eggs, 8 fertilized. Transferred 1 beautiful embryo and 5 made it to freeze. Got my BFP! January 2013 u/s showed empty gestational sac. FET cycle April 2013.  Transferred 2 5 day embryos.  BFP!!!!!  2 heartbeats!!!!  EDD:  12/27/13
  • Thank you ladies for all of your support.  I am nervous that the D&C didn't work.  I am not really bleeding.  I go for another level check in the am.

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    BFP 06.29.12 EDD 03.11.13 natural m/c 07.13.12
    BFP 09.22.12 EDD 05.31.13 natural m/c 10.07.12
    CP 11.09.12
    BFP 01.01.13 EDD 09.15.13 d&c 01.24.13

    BFP 03.26.13 EDD 12.04.13
     

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  • I am so sorry this is happening for you. I wish the best for your recovery.  i understand and feel your pain.  I am 8 weeks from my mc and still have an HCG level of 22.  Its frustrating.  Hang in there and try to enjoy your vacation.
    Dx PCOS Three cycle of Clomid- BFN HSG- clear 6/09-Follistim and HCG IUI on 7/7/09 BFN 7/09- Follistim and Ovidrel IUI on 8/11/09 BFP! beta #1-342 beta #2-717 Joey was born on 5/5/10 Trying for #2 since 6/12 6/12- Gonal F and Ovidel IUI on 7/10. BFN 8/12- Gonal F and Ovidrel. IUI on 8/10. BFN 9/12- Gonal F and Ovidrel IUI BFN 10/22 Gonal F, Menopur, Ganirelex 11/4 trigger 11/6 ER 14R 10F 11/11 ET transferred one 4AA embryo beta 11/20! BFP Betas stop multiplying . m/c at 5 weeks moving on to FET if my numbers ever get back to 0!
  • I am honestly relieved for you.  And to have it done before vacation is a blessing, hopefully you'll really be able to let loose and enjoy your time.  I'm still thinking about you and praying for you.  Lots of hugs!!!
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