Havnt checked the forums in a while. My s/o kept ignoring and yelling at me and partying excessively, and then some girl he'd been flirting with claimed he cheated on me with her when we got into our last huge fight. So I packed up everything including the crib and now I'm in the process of figuring out where to go once I have the bby while I crash at my grandmas.
He claims he didn't cheat but either way things were pretty bad, and he even thinks a break is necessary. Even though this is the worst time to do it in my opinion. Like couldn't you have gone nuts before I got prego or something?
Lol but you know, he resents me for keeping it anyways, even though he said he'd support me. So I guess that sort of thing doesn't matter to him.
The hormones are making this so hard to deal with because I'm like bi polar. One minute I'm all "girl power" and ready to move on" the next I'm crying and driving by his house because some part of me just can't quite let go.