Let me start by saying...I am thrilled beyond belief that all test have come back positive. I had additional bloodwork done because I am 37 and my risk for trisomy disorders was not that reduced after the 13 week screening. So everything is GREAT.
However, I feel like an emotional wreck and I am sitting in my office trying hard not to cry. The geneticist came on the phone...gave me the results and said you are having a boy. Apparently, this additional blood test determines sex because it is literally looking at chromosomes.
So why do I feel sooooo guilty that I am crying because it is not the little girl I wanted? I have three nephews, I wanted something different, I LOVE pink and I am obsessed with little girl stuff.
Is it ok to be disappointed? How do I stop feeling this way? Maybe I should go to Target after work and get some cute biy things to cheer me up?
I would love any advice. All my friends had thei kids 10 years ago and aren't really good at this stuff.