DD is still very little, not quite 3 weeks...so I realize this is likely "normal" and will "get better soon" but DD will NOT go to sleep at night. We have a PnP for her in our room and she refuses to sleep in it 85% of the time. I spend a lot of the night holding her. Last night she fussed and cried through a lot of the night too, even though I changed her, fed her, swaddled her, offered the pacifier, gave her some gas drops, etc. It is such a hopeless feeling when 3am rolls around and you have a screaming, wide-awake newborn in your hands... she did fall asleep finally around 6am after I fed her and DH left for work. She slept until 9:50 which felt miraculous. I am so tired and I can't even think straight and I never feel like I will sleep at night again. I feel like a routine will never be established. I know I'm hoping for too much too soon...but these have been a loooong three weeks!
Just wanted to vent, thanks for listening!