So it's now getting super close to my due date, and as previously posted, I'm seriously not doing good around people. This is extremely unfortunate for me considering the fact that thats exactly how my SO wants to spend EVERY NIGHT.
Every weekend from Friday to Sunday the whole world and their moms decides to hang out at our house and get wasted. Like ridiculously wasted, until three in the morning, and singing Karaoke. WTF? I was super ok with this BEFORE I got prego, but I'm 8 mo in now and the last thing I need is to feel uncomfortable in my own home because some drunkie decides to molest my belly or start rambling on about things I don't particularly care to hear about atm. Not to mention the fact that SO has an extremely short temper to begin with, and has this insane habit of getting all snappy with me when he's had a couple too many drinks. And he can't admit it, or is just to stupid to realize it apparently.
I apologize for my bluntness too, I know I sound whiny, but I was up till three in the AM if not 4 last night crying my eyes out because around twelve, I was having cramps and looking miserable. Apparently he decided this was a good reason to be real short with me. So when I finally got fed up and asked him if he was going to be a sheet head all night to me, he went off on me in front of everyone, and then completely ignored me the rest of the night as I went in and out of the house crying. Of course around four after yelling at me again, he apologized and said it was all his fault etc. But at this point, how can I beleive him or even care if thats the case?
I love him so much, and he did get a job yesterday, so I understand that he wanted to celebrate. I also recognize that during the day he's like the best person to be around. He loves me and listens (lately anyway) and I know he's making an effort. But I seriously cant deal with Dr.Drunkie and Mr.Hyde anymore