I have no idea what's going on and I'm hoping that someone out there is going through this too so I don;t feel quite so crazy.
I'm angry ALL THE TIME. It started almost a week ago. There are times when I'm just mildly irritated, but that's about as good as it gets. I'm not interested in sex with my boyfriend, I don't even want him to touch me. I'm snapping at everyone and driving is a nightmare. I just had to plead a migraine and leave work early because I felt like if I stayed for more than 10 minutes I'd end up saying or doing something that would get me fired. When I got home I just sat in the car and screamed for a while, but it didn't really help.
I've never felt like this in my life. I am actually violently angry. I could punch someone and feel fine about it. Except i'd probably start crying. I'm just trying to breathe my way through it. My boyfriend is working from home and I tried to explain it to him - I feel horrible that he has to deal with all my craziness. I was prepared for the weight gain and the morning sickness, I've even taken the massive amounts of acne in stride, but I don't know how to deal with this.
My 16 week US is tomorrow and I'm going to talk to my doctor about it. This actually helped a little, so thanks for reading!