First month ttc officially, the tww is a killer and its only my first time. I ovulated 28/12, so now 9dpo, got a bfn on 7dpo on an early hpt. Hoping it was still too early. Trying to hold out till 15dpo till I test again. I am over analyzing every single twinge and hunger pain. Dreamt I got spotting the other night and woke up depressed when I realized I hadn't. Lol, I feel like such a loser obsessing secretly over this knowing its only our first month but everyone I know keeps telling me how "it worked first time for me" or " we weren't even trying". I haven't told ppl we are trying now as I don't want extra pressure or questions. It feels good to express myself here though.