So i have no idea if i am just being plan hormonal or just a *** to my BF. I really don't want any drinking going on around my son. I can't stop my father from doing it or it being at parties and what not. But when I am home I would rather my bf wait till DS has gone to bed otherwise I will keep DS away from him and out of site till he is done drinking...
I do have a glass of wine or a few sips of beer from time to time. But it always after DS is in bed. I just don't like it. and then tonight I kept DS away from him cause I knew he had a bad day at work and wanted to have a few beers. and he got pissed off at me and freakign tossed the rest of his beer in the trash and said screw it he doesn't want it if I am going to be a *** about it all the time....URGH...WTF I just dont want my son around it if I can help it....Really do you ladies think thats too much to ask for? Plus WTH I am pregnant with #2 and just URGH I just don't know...I should be in bed right now but cant sleep cause I am just so aggravated right now and can't calm down....Life was going good and now I am just in such a aggravated pissy "bit**" mode I just want to scream!!!!
He has been texting one of his buddys all night and then he even went to bed with all his clothes on tonight...WTH am I suppossed to think about when he does somethign like that. OMFG I am just going spaztic....I wish he would not be so grrrrr and just freakign understand but nope he has to go to just tossing the stuff in the trash and sayign he wont do it!!! I tried to tell him its not that I don't want him drinking I just DON'T WANT IT NEAR MY SON!!!! OMG DS lays down between 8 and 830 you can't wait a little while to have a freaking drink? Really is life that freakign hard that you have to open one ASAP or you might die or something....URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry ladies I just really needed to vent and I just didn't want to do it anywhere but here for now....GRRRRR.....Hopefully now that I vented I can maybe get some sleep.....Sorry again good night ladies.