Well, I knew with my low betas and bleeding that getting a viable pregnancy out of this BFP was a long stretch, but I was still hoping. It was hard not to after seeing 2 lines for the first time after 24 cycles. But I've been watching the lines get lighter since 2 days after Christmas (Christmas was the darkest), and today's line was still there but barely. I'm guessing it will be gone in the next day or so. The bleeding has also picked up over the last couple of days. I'm still going to continue my meds until my RE's office is back open on Wednesday. I'm scheduled for an ultrasound on Friday, but I'm going to ask for a beta on Wednesday to confirm.
So here I am. We are OOP for all infertility treatments as of 1/1/13. We do have 2 frozen blasts, so a FET will be in our future at some point. Hopefully we will get a WTF appointment with our RE soon so that we can make a plan.
Man, just as exciting as it was to write my BFP post, it's extremely sad to be writing this one. Such a crazy extreme of emotions. I'm hoping with all the limbo that I've been in that this helps me to move forward.
TTC #1 since February 2011
Me: 29 (3/5/13- high NK cells) DH: 28 (5/8/12- MFI low morph and motility)
Cycle #21 (IUI#1), Cycle #22 (HSG 9/21/12) and Cycle #23 (IUI#2)=
Cycle #24- December Snow Bunny IVF #1
ER 12/6/12 (14R, 11M, 9F), ET 12/9/12 transferred 2 day 3 embies
Bleeding and low betas=very cautious C/P 5W3D
Cycle #26 March Lucky Duck- FET #1
scheduled 3/20/13- CANCELLED- lining issues
Cycle #27 May Emerald- FET #1.2
delayed- Starting Trental for 3 months + natural cycles Cycle #28-30=
Cycle #31 August Shooting Star- FET #1.3
transferred 1 hatching blast 8/21/13= Betas 8/30 (108) and 9/3 (565)
U/S 9/19/13- HR is 128! U/S #2 10/4/13- HR is 174!
It's a BOY!