So yesterday all my symptoms went away. I tried to ignore it and stay positive. All afternoon the heavy cramps started. The really deep painful ones I got right before my Dc last time. Been wearing a pad since yesterday. No blood yet but the cramps are getting more intense. I refuse to go to ER. There is nothing they can do anyways. I cant take pain meds until the heavy bleeding starts and I know for sure. I called my ob to go in first thing tomorrow. My mom could tell something was wrong and asked if I was pregnant. I told her yes but its probably not going to work out again this time. To top it off I have to work 3 to 11 tonight. Its Christmas and there is no way I can find someone to cover. Atleast I work at a hospital so if it gets bad I wont have to go far. This has been the worse Christmas ever. Well probably tied with the year I found out my parents were getting divorced. I will post a for sure update Wednesday but its not looking like I'm going to be sticking around. Lots of hugs and prayers are needed. So sad. My heart is breaking into a thousand pieces again.