Well, I need to vent here a little bit. I had hopes that with two mature follies, high Ssperm count on my IUI #2 we would recieve a BFP and our little Christmas miracle would be conceived. Well, AF is due tomorrow and I am 14DPO with BFN test with FMU every morning. I know my period is coming and to say the least I am beyond depressed. I know it's not completely over until she rears her bloody head, but like I said, know it's a matter of time.
Any success stories to share for moments like this, or any ladies want to commiserate on Christmas BFN's? Please add thoughts.
The holidays are going to be extra tough this year around my neice and nephew and all my prego friends. I'm really just having a hard time motivating myself to not cry.
This BFN represents so much-like where do we go from here? Do I even bother with monitored injectable cycles or do I just go toward IVF. We're 100% self pay and I've already spent thousands. What to do? I just was praying we could've conceived organilcally or with less evasive measures, but done is the hope of clomid and IUI.
Ba Humbug :(