I just typed out this really long post and of course TB or my phone ate it so here is the short version. I'm 10 hours away from home hidding in my BILs spare bedroom sobbing uncontrolably because they have a 1 month old and it's CD1. I had myself convinced this was my cycle and I could survive Christmas because I would be PG. But here I am feeling completely let down by everything and like I'm now ruining Christmas for DHs entire family. I just want to be at home currled up in bed! I feel bad for even posting this because I feel like so many women are hurting right now and there are so many of you that have been through so much more than I have. Huge hugs to us all and I pray everyone is having a better day than I am.
TTC #1 Jan 2012 BFP#1 4/17/12~EDD 12/17/12 ~m/c at 6weeks 4/22/12 ~ Morgan Quinn
BFP #2 2/25/13 EDD 10/31/13 DS born 10/23/13