On Saturday at just over 11 weeks I went to the ER with severe cramping and light spotting. The doctor did an ultrasound and there was no heartbeat and my hcg level was very low. I was devastated. Not a few hours later I was bleeding very heavily and the doctor did an internal and noticed a very large clot that he couldn't get. The bleeding slowed and I went home at 3am to sleep and was told me to come back at 9am for another ultrasound. After the ultrasound the gynaecologist advised me to have a d and c. So by Sunday afternoon I was laying on the operating table. I woke up very weak and dizzy after a few hours of rest and fluid I was able to go home and heal. I know it will take time to heal emotionally and physically, but I also know that it just natures way of telling us it wasn't our time. I'm looking forward to having our take home baby in the future.
BFP #1 11/01/12 M/C 12/22/12 @11w4d
BFP #2 06/04/12 KEEP GROWING BABY!