Subject: Vents & ramblings, feel free to ignore
I"m hosting Christmas brunch for my family so I've been getting the house in order. I can't find places for the stuff we already have and Santa is delivering a whole hell of a lot more. The idea to get rid of a toy for every new one is great logic, however these toys will be used by Declan eventually so how can I get rid of anything just to rebuy it later? Argh - it's going to take me months to make sense of everything.
I'm also stressed over my fantasy championship. I know I shouldn't, it's just a game - but, well, I want to win! Particularly bc I'm playing against Dh's bf and he's just talking sh!t. And I want to "girly" up the trophy that gets passed around just to eff w/ the boys.
So - my nerves are just shot. And since I've quit smoking it seems that what I do now is drink coffee to cope w/ stress. How does that even make sense?? It just makes me jittery and more spastic. Great thinking, Mind, way to go...
Also, why does MH seem to think he's entitled to more sleep than me? Wait, that's not even fair... What REALLY has me PISSED is how he acts like I have no business being annoyed w/ him sleeping in after he's had an uninterrupted night's sleep. You want to be lazy in my eyes and sleep in? Fine, but don't deny that it has in fact been months since I've slept more than a 4 or so hour stretch.
blah... feel free to vent your sh!t here.