I need somebody to pump me up. Thankfully, Lincoln has stopped vomiting and will now nurse a little or take a sip at a time of water. The explosive diapers are only twice a day. I should be rejoicing except my nerves are totally and completely shot.
Lincoln has alternated crying and moaning for the past six hours straight. He won't allow me to sit or lay down. I have to be standing and holding him. My neck and back are aching and now I am ready to cry! Yesterday at the doctor he did an extremely thorough exam to rule out swollen organs, his ears, throat and chest are all great. I can't tell if he is in pain or all out just feels miserable.
Maybe this should be my FFFC: I was so covered in snot and about to lose it that I put him in his bed to rinse off in the shower. he eventually cried himself to sleep (we have done CIO but never, ever when he is sick.)
My heart breaks that he can't tell me what is wrong but I seriously just called Dh and said, 'Uh, you need to hurry home tonight and you need to relieve me ASAP. Also, you need to pray I get a little more compassion because I am DONE!'
Yup, mom of the year.