So, I have a dangerous job and I've worked here for almost 7 years now. When I got pregnant they made accommodations for me and the job was pretty sweet. Unfortunately I was only in it for a short time.
Now I'm in the process of being moved out and back to my normal job...which is fine. I was planning on trying again soon and hopefully picking back up where I left off.
But here's the kicker. A girl I went to school with and don't get along with just transferred in and is KU. She's taking over my accommodated job. And she is prancing around here, happy as can be with her pregnant self. I just want to crawl into a hole.
Everything feels so out of control, and I feel like I just had salt majorly rubbed in my wounds. I'm sure she knows I just lost my baby, too. It's like she's saying, "look at me...the successful pregnant!". I just want to cry.
ETA: sorry guys I meant to post this on the miscarriage/loss board. :(