I knew that sometimes cell phones can get reset, for whatever reason. Well, I turned mine on this morning and it's reset. Do I care about having to re-plug in all the contacts, appnts? Not really..even the photos/videos are no big deal, but most of them except the last couple days (thank the Lord) are backed up. What I do care about and am seriously grieving are several of my saved texts from my hubby...things between us are going horribly at the moment and sometimes in the wee hrs of the night I would look at them and remember the time when I was in my 3rd tri and he sent me them. They were full of love and dreams and excitement. I even saved some from shortly after having our DD. He was sweet. And right now, well, he's not being so nice and I just can't stop crying. I am trying to let myself cry, as I know it's healing, but it hurts so bad. It's like I lost some love letters, very dear to my heart. I even wanted to share them with dd one day to show her how excited her daddy was to meet her and the love that came from him. Now, they're lost. I can't go back and wish that I had somehow copied them too..I won't get stuck in the if only's, and today will go on. I'm really good at focusing on the positives, but I think that right now I just need to get this out and grieve.