I can't figure out how to look past the first page of my post history on my tablet or I'd page the posters that talked about struggling with this.
Today marks two weeks sice the last time I smoked. I'm pretty ashamed, but I had 5 cigarettes in the 3 days after my BFP. I've smoked a pack a day for almost 10 years, so this is a big deal.
I've had my weight in sour candy because it's the only thing that will distract me. I've had to take a few walks at work to keep from having a meltdown. I have to convince myself every morning that I am a non-smoker...and sometimes multiple times throughout the day.
If there are posters out there suddenly having to quit cold turkey, it is possible. It's not easy but you will survive. The first week I just stayed angry. Furious. My inner monologue sounded like a tourette's outburst. At least I'm over that!
I would love to do a check-in with those who are/have quit smoking. If you need a litle encouragement from someone who has been there, message me.