Completely sobbing. IF blows and has made me question everything. We had a successful retrieval and transfer and as I sit in the 2ww I can't help but wonder "what if." What if it doesn't work? What if the injections and everything were all for nothing? I know I should blog this and not clog here but frankly from my phone thus is just easier. And I know I should think positive but I can't help but wonder "what it..."
Unmedicated and medicated IUI's: all fail
IVF #1: Dec 2012 16m/15f 12/9: 5dt of 2 beautiful blasts and 5 frosties
March 25: 18w...2 baby boys born sleeping
July 29: FET-BFN
Sept: TAC placed
Oct 27: FET #2-Cancelled-monster cyst producing insane amounts of estrogen
Nov 13: FET #2-take 2