Hey guys, I was here back in August with my first loss. Here's a little history. We started TTC on our 1 year wedding anniversary (6/18) & got pregnant right away. I started bleeding at 9w6d & we had a D&C on 10w2d. The baby had stopped growing at 5.5 weeks but the sac continued to grow until 8 weeks. I got my first AF 8 weeks later and ovulated 2 weeks later & conceived again. I got my 2nd BFP November 2nd and figured this could be the best or the worst holiday season, ever. Well my biggest fear has come true :( We went in for an u/s at 6w0d and we saw the baby & a heart beat. The u/s tech never documented that we saw the heart beat though. I felt pretty good about things but PgAL wasn't going away. We went for another u/s for dating & viability at 7w6d and there was no heart beat, but because the first tech hadn't reported that we had already seen it we were scheduled for ANOTHER u/s today 8w6d. It has all been confirmed and I'll be scheduling my d&c in the am. The baby stopped growing around 6w3d so I could take the pill but at this point I'm so exhausted, I've been crying and having panic attacks for a week because of the stupid tech who didn't do her job. I just need closure and for this to be over. I can't even begin to think about the fact that we've had 2 m/c. I'm devistated, horrified, exhausted, embarrassed, angry, sad, jealous of all of my close friends and family members that are pregnant or have children. We have no clinical indicators (as most of us don't I'm sure), we're 26 & 27 and in the best shape of our lives, we have no family history, blah blah blah. THIS IS F*CKING B*LLSH*T. I just want answers, I want an explanation, I want some sort of reasoning for why this happened, again :( I hate this, none of this is fair and I'm so sorry that you guys have all had to go through this.
Married the love of my life <3 June 18, 2011 <3 Me (28) DH (28)
TTC #1 since June 2012
BFP #1 6.29.12 EDD 3.12.13 MMC discovered 8.11.12 9w5d D&C 8.15.12
BFP #2 11.2.12 EDD 7.14.13 MMC 6w5d discovered 8w6d 2 failed rounds miso D&C 12.27.12
BFP #3 8.5.13 EDD 4.18.14 MMC 7w4d discovered 9.25.13 at 10w6d -Trisomy 13- 1 round miso & emergency D&C 10.2.13
RPL Testing. DX Asherman's November 2013. Low AMH (0.44) January 2014.
Operative Hysteroscopy January 2014 to remove scar tissue.
BFP#4 6.18.14 EDD 3.1.15 Grow baby grow!!!
--AL always welcome