I have a 6 month old at home. I work a high pressure job full time. I have great childcare (grandmoms), but I struggle at work now. I have no focus, I can't get things done. I daydream about being with the baby. I am exhausted all the time.
I can't stop working because we need the 2nd income. How do you handle it all? With Christmas, gift buying, parties, organizing, I feel like I am drowning and I can't keep my head above water. So much to do, so little time, and especially so little time with the baby. By the time I get home at night it is 6 or so, I feed her, make some dinner, play for about 30 mins, do bedtime and she is in bed (she is a strict 7:30 to 8 pm sleep time baby, or she gets too cranky).
Ugh, sorry for the rambling, but I just don't know what to do.