Pregnant after a Loss

PgAL moment...again...bad day

I have been fine since my ultrasound almost 2 weeks ago, but today is a bad day. I keep thinking at any moment, it will all be over. I wish the next like 5 months would fly by so I would know that I"m going to be a mom again. I am so nervous bc my symptoms keeping coming and going and I just...grrr. And I worry if I will do something that will cause it to happen. I bump my stomach or wake up and all my muscles below my belly botton are tense and i worry I'm hurting him/her. This is not how I thought this would be. I wish I could just relax but its not easy.
3 year old son Married 09/03/2011 TTC 02/2012 BFP 05/2012 M/C 06/2012 BFP 10/2012 Stick baby stick!

Re: PgAL moment...again...bad day

  • (((Hugs))) It's hard. I wish I had something brilliant to say. Some days the PgAL brain seems better than others; I hope tomorrow is a good day for you.
    BFP#1 11/25/11 EDD 08/09/12 MMC 01/30/12 D&C 02/01/12
    BFP#2 09/11/12 beta1=72 @13dpo beta2=160 @14dpo beta3=over 6000 @24dpo U/S @7w2dd hb=146bpm U/S @8w5d hb=159bpm U/S @12w hb=164bpm
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  • I'm so sorry it's one of those days. Sadly, they tend to come and more fairly often with PgAL. I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone. I hope you find some peace and comfort very soon! 

    EDD 1/31/13, MC May 17. EDD 3/31/13, MC July 26. I miss you so much already my angel loves


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  • I'm sorry you are having such a rough day.  These will come and go for a while unfortunately.  I still have days where I'm down even after feeling consistent movement.  Take care of yourself.  ((HUGS))

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  • Aww hugs sorry for the rough day. I have days like that all the time too, especially wanting to fast forward through time. Hopefully it'll get easier as your pregnancy progresses.
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