Sorry for being MIA, there's been a lot going on, and I am feeling overwhelmed. I stopped BFing (after 1 month of LO fighting) in order to go back on my crohn's medicine, and since starting I can't eat anything... everything makes me nauseous, I am living of tangerines this day, nothing else goes down. Also, the medicine makes me super sleepy, there are days that I can literally not stay awake to keep up with LO so, against my better judgement, I've had to call the IL to help me look after him because if I fall asleep while LO is awake I don't even want to imagine what could happen. DH is working 24/7 (gotta love the consulting world) so he has been unable to help out with LO or the house adding to the exhaustion. So many other things have been going on that my stress level is insane, so I started to smoke again.... and I hate it! I've been looking for a job for 18 months now, but there is nothing, not even an interview. I am counting down the days (12) until I am on that plane back to Ecuador for some family time. I feel so helpless at the moment so I really have not had time to check TB or anything else... sorry guys.
and sorry for the bitching post... I have no friends here, so I needed to get it off my chest.