My baby is 7 weeks old. I'm having a really hard time the last few weeks. We are having a hard time finding a formula that works wells for her, she has acid reflux, and cries all the time. It is so frustrating. I love her, but I don't enjoy being around her most of the time. I don't know what happened to me. This was a planned pregnancy and it became a very difficult pregnancy at 6 weeks and continued until she was born. I had medical issues that put me on 8 months of bed rest. My husband was gone with the Army for 7 months of the pregnancy. First pregnancy and first deployment. I am seeing a counselor and have been since 2 months before she was born. I know she was right yesterday when she said she thought I was carrying over resentment towards the baby because of the difficult pregnancy. I know it isn't her fault, but I feel like I lost a year of my life trying to make it through the pregnancy and now she still prevents me from doing anything. I just feel like I lost myself. Things will get better, right? I just want to be the best mom I can be and be happy again.