Today I have my first internal exam. I am completely freaked out over it. Its been months since anything has been up there (DH is terrified of sex at the moment). I'm just scared its going to hurt like a S.O.B. I know I should get used to it, because giving birth will be no walk in the park. I know everyone and their brothers uncle will be up in my hoo when I am in labor, but I am still terrified.
Good news is, I am also getting an ultrasound, because they think I am carrying Gigantor, so at least I will get to see the little guy. But, it is not taking my fears away. Someone please tell me I won't be cramping like crazy for the rest of the day. Or tell me they won't decide to keep me there, and induce (yes, I know that is totally my choice, but I don't want to have a huge baby, and end up with a c-section. Judge me/ flame me all you want for that one, I know induction is not well received on these boards). Someone peel me from the ceiling please!