So, the 3rd trimester is here and I'm starting to get a little nervous. Not so much about being the mom of two kids, but I'm worried about my little Nate.
I know I'm not the first person to have two kids, and I'm certainly not the first with 2u2, but I can't help but feel a little like I'm abandoning him. He's growing up so fast and I worry that with another baby around I will miss something or that he won't get all the love he needs.
I know it's silly. I'm the oldest of 5 kids and it turned out fine. My brother is only 18 months yonger than me and I don't remember anything of him joining us. I know Nate won't remember his sister coming either. But the mama guilt is killing me.
Thanks, hormones, for making me feel terrible.