I want to sincerely thank you for all the support and advice you have given me over the past month. I'm finding that, at this point, my time spent here is not helping me in my grief; I am feeling more fear than ever right now. I need to take a break and seek IRL help.
I have sought out an IRL support group--it is a chapter of SHARE that meets at my local hospital. The host/leader of the group gave me her cell number and has offered to be a "grief buddy" of sorts.
Again, you all helped me so much in the initial stages of my grief and in my anger and pain. You don't know how much I've appreciated it. I think of you all often and pray for your health in both mind and body. I sincerely hope for all of our rainbow babies soon.