I am really getting frustrated. I just turned 43 this week and know that my window of opportunity to have a baby is nearly closed. We had a miscarriage around this time last year and had hope that this meant I could get pregnant without trying too hard.
Well, long story short, it seems that in fact, we can't seem to easily get pregnant. I have been charting my temps and trying to time sex around the fertile days. Trouble is, my DH doesn't seem to be up for the task. He is always tired and not interested. This month I told him he will just have to persevere. The first two times he came almost immediately - no problem, since it's the sperm I need. Now on the critical day he doesn't seem to be able to keep his erection. It almost feels like he is sabotaging our chances even though he is the one who keeps saying he really wants us to have children.
Thanks for letting me vent, friends.