Ok DS was born Friday, and I am determined to BF. Last night, being the first night home I was antisapating a difficult night. It was hell broke down really hard from frustration and exhaustion. If I had put him down he started to whal and when I tried to feed him he started to whal. I ended up giving in and gave him some formula just to get some peace. I noticed in the hospital and latnight that his stomach was gurgling and he was very gassy. Today I had a few feeding but wasn't very long and he is sleeping most of the time. You would think I would remember the first go around but I really don't. I know that it isn't supposes to be easy but I just wish it could be.