I'd like to blame my insane emotional reaction last night to the large amounts of wine I consumed, but the reality is that I'm still bummed today and I wish I wasn't.
I basically deduced that a friend is PG last night after she drank only coke, mysteriously didn't have a glass of champagne at her seat during the toast, etc. I talked with another friend about it and she had noticed the same things.
I think it's hard to find out anyone is PG when you aren't, but this friend actually said that she never wanted to have another kid again after her DS was born a couple of years ago. Her husband convinced her, I guess, and it happened really quickly for them. So I'm bitter... and angry... and jealous. It's not fair that we just passed the one year mark of trying for #2, have gone through two miscarriages, and they had zero plans to have #2 but apparently snapped their fingers and she's PG.
So as we drove home from a very happy, very lovely wedding, I sobbed my face off and DH didn't know what to do with me. Which makes it even worse, sometimes, when I feel like I'm nuts because he's not as upset as I am.
Ugh. And I have to have surgery on Wednesday to remove my stupid ovarian cysts. Kick me while I'm down. So help me, if my OB tells me that BD is off limits for an extended amount of time post surgery, I may drop kick her. I'm pretty sure I will O in the next week. And I REFUSE to let another month go to waste (last month DH was traveling at the key time).
Vent over. Thanks for letting me get that out. I think I'll have more wine...
~April PAL Siggy Challenge: Words to Live By~
DS born 3/12/09.
BFP #2 - 5/9/11. EDD 1/7/12. MMC 6/6/11. BFP #3 - 1/24/12. EDD 10/6/12. MC 2/14/12.
BFP #4 - 8/30/12. EDD 5/11/13. Our rainbow arrived a month early - 4/11/13.
For this child I prayed; and the LORD hath given me my petition which I asked of him. 1 Samuel 1:27