I used to be a regular poster on the tri-boards and all of the boards following that until several months ago.
I am not sure why I am even here honestly. I feel like I am losing my mind and it's so hard to talk to my husband about it because I know he cannot fully understand.
I have had three losses, two losses in less than four months. Both pregnancies were unplanned but very gladly accepted.
Just over two weeks ago, I had my most recent loss. This time I honestly can't seem to find it in myself to get better. I don't know who to talk to. My friends who I would normally have spoken to about this are pregnant or TTC and I don't want anyone to feel guilty or bad.
After my follow up ultrasound,I spoke with my OBGYN. She gave me some anxiety medicine. It helps me feel less anxious, but the tears have not slowed down. I am going stuck in this place where I feel like I don't deserve another child.My heart is broken and even though I know it isn't my fault I can't get around it.
sorry to babble. I just really haven't been able to talk to anyone.