Yesterday I went in for my first ultrasound at 9 weeks 3 days. This was my first pregnancy and I was so excited to see my baby. Unfortunately, there was no heartbeat. My DH and I were completely devastated. I haven't had any bleeding.. only some slight cramping. I still have most of the pregnancy symptoms.
I'm back at work today and I'm totally not myself. Two of the girls in my office know and they've been very supportive but I'm dreading lying to my boss about my D&C this Friday (will be telling her I'm having a cyst removed instead) because she is the office gossip and shares all information with EVERYONE.
What an awful day! I hope it gets better from here.