Today I was discharged as a patient from maternity leaving my beautiful little boys in NICU. After my 10 days in for bedrest and delivery i thought i was excited to be able to leave the hospital, DH took me to the pharmacy to get meds and other odds and ends and then we went to chilis as a celebration for having babies and my being able to eat real food outside of my hospital room. Pharmacy stop was ok for the first 20 minutes then i started to get weepy....we got to chilis and i thought it would be ok because i would be eating and chatting with DH....WRONG... after 15 minutes i was a hot mess! i couldn't stop crying totally sobbing! I made DH ask for the check before we had even eaten our entrees and I could tell our waitress was stressing over the situation so i made DH explain to her why i was a mess and of course she understood and was very kind. I HATE for anyone to see me cry so this was doubley terrible for me! Thank Goodness my hospital has a very gracious rooming in policy for NICU parents where they allow 3 extra days in the hospital with no services just a place to sleep so mommies and daddies can stay near babies but I am sure tuesday will be a repeat performance.... grrrr I know all of this will be over before i know it but mean time sucks!!! Thank goodness for K care, we did that on return and i was able to get calmed down!