It has been a while but I'm back

mrssoprano · October 2011

Hi ladies-

I don't know if many people will remember me, but I was on here for about 6 months while we were TTC until I got my BFP on Memorial Day. Everything had been going perfectly (2 ultrasounds, normal NT scan/chromosome testing) with my pregnancy until we went for our a/s on September 27 at 20w6d. There was no heartbeat. I won't give you the full story here, but it is on my blog (link below) if you want to read it. I had to go through normal labor and delivery and my baby girl, Faith, was born still the following day.

I guess I just wanted to re-introduce myself and say that I may be lurking here again over the coming months. I don't know when we will start TTC again. I have my f/u with my OB on the 18th, so I'll find out more then. There were no obvious causes or problems with the baby, cord, or placenta. I just pray that it is not something genetic that could happen again.

Thanks for reading this and I hope everyone here is well.

teachergal05 · October 2011

I'm so sorry for your loss and can't imagine what you have been through. Reading your story on your blog brought tears to my eyes. I love the reason you chose her name. It is perfect. I wish you the best when you and your DH decide to TTC again.

hopingtoconceivesoon · October 2011

I'm so very sorry for your loss, I cannot even imagine what you and your H must be going through. This is a great group of women though so welcome back.

Patches08 · October 2011

Hi Darling - I totally remember you. I'm incredibly sorry for your loss. Thoughts, prayers and hugs going your way.

pinkmickey24 · October 2011

I do remember you and I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your DH. Please take care of yourself.

mchupie · October 2011

I am so very sorry for your loss

RobinR91 · October 2011

Your blog (and daughter) are beautiful. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I'm very thankful that you have such a supportive husband and family, and are firmly connected to God. I can't imagine how you feel right now. Just know that you are not alone. And Faith is in God's care...couldn't ask for a more trustworthy sitter. Good luck to you in whatever is next. I hope you find rest and peace soon.

shellb1978 · October 2011

I just read your story, and it made me cry. I'm very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your DH.

AliciaS1411 · October 2011

I am so so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you're going through. =( My husband and I will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.

RaeDae29 · October 2011

So sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

mrsz2008 · October 2011

Wow, I'm so sorry. T&Ps for you and your family. Welcome back.

mtaylor2007 · October 2011

I am so very sorry for your loss.

KNemo · October 2011

I am so sorry for your loss. Your blog made me tear up. Lots of T&Ps to you and your DH!

tayray1 · October 2011

I am so sorry for your loss. Reading your blog brought tears to my eyes, and I can't imagine how difficult this was for you and your family. I wish you peace, and hope that you will get your take home baby soon.

MrsTeacher10 · October 2011

You've undoubtedly heard this numerous times, and will continue to, but I am so very sorry for your loss. I think Faith is such a beautiful name anyway, and especially in this situation, it is a wonderful way to express hope through sadness. I will keep you, YH, and your families in my thoughts and prayers as you continue through the healing process.

chattabox · October 2011

I'm so sorry for your loss. Your blog is beautifully written - I couldn't help but tear up while reading your story. I will keep you and your family in my T&Ps.

megs2011 · October 2011

I am so sorry for your loss. My T&Ps are with you and your family.

bwe1100 · October 2011

I certainly remember you, and am so sorry for your loss. Very best wishes to you and your husband in this difficult time.

brookelynpaisley · October 2011

I remember you. I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. ((hugs))

09babymama · October 2011

I am so sorry for your loss. No person should ever have to go through this. I know a couple people that have had simular experences and I know from them that the hurt doesnt go away, but the days get easier. That is amazing that you are surrounded with such awsome family and friends.

phishgirl29 · October 2011

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll be praying for you and your family ;(

LegallyBlonde217 · October 2011

Hey, I remember you. My gosh, I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the heartache you and YH are going through. You'll both be in my T & P.

nursemama2be · October 2011

I am so sorry for your loss. I hope your stay here is short and you get a healthy take home baby.

psubride1012 · October 2011

I am so sorry for your loss. I read your blog and your Faith is inspiring - refering both to your daughter, Faith, and your faith in God. It is a blessing to find comfort in the Lord; I pray that you continue to find peace and healing in Him. ((hugs))

abfromva · October 2011

So sorry for your loss

siple1am · October 2011

I remember you and I am so, so sorry for your loss.

jsb1026 · October 2011

So sorry for your loss. The exact same thing happened to me, but our u/s was at 18 weeks. I have been there and know what you are feeling. Good luck in the future.

amanda31H · October 2011

I'm so, so sorry for everything you and your husband went through. Praying for you and your DH to be able to start again whenever you're ready.

(the verse in your siggy is one of my favorites).

y&j · October 2011

I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the emotions you must be going through. Reading your blog touched my heart and brought me to tears. You are an incredibly strong person. My sincerest thoughts n prayers are with you and your family.

PenelopePond · October 2011

I just read your blog. I can't imagine how hard that was and is for you. I'm so so sorry.

KLN1179 · October 2011

I remember you well. I am so sorry for your loss! I hope time can give you the healing you need.

purplehydrangea · October 2011

I am so sorry. T&P with you and YH.

SParkman80 · October 2011

I'm so so sorry. I don't even know what to say. You are in my thoughts. I do remember you from before.

versed · October 2011

I'm so sorry you had to go through this. Thank you for sharing your story.

mrssoprano · October 2011

cinciem:
I remember you and just wanted to say I am so very sorry for your loss. If you are up for it, you might consider checking out TTCAL. There are so many supportive women there, many who have been through something similar to your situation.
I admire your strength and hope your return stay here is short.
Big Squishy {{Hugs}}

I had forgotten about TTCAL- thank you. Thanks all for your thoughts and prayers