So I just had my ET on 9/22 and have been keeping up with all the meds since then. I was just told on Friday that I will go in on Monday morning for my first beta test. This is my first time doing IVF and I have felt more hopeful overall.
Previously, I had gotten to the point with IUI that I just expected it to fail so I'm not so devastated but I'm worried that if this IVF doesn't work I'm really going to go through some emotional upheaval.
I want to believe, but don't want to cry for days again (as I'm not a crier about anything but IF). I guess when it comes down to it, I'm just afraid and that's my overpowering emotion right now.
Has anyone else felt this way? I know I'm supposed to "think positive" but that makes it harder for me in the long run.