Maybe I am a bad mommy already but I don't know if I can do this! I swear I love and want my baby but does it ever just hit you? Like Wow. I am about to be a parent and I am so not ready! Things have changed so much already and there is so much I have yet to do! I feel like I have no idea what I have gotten myself into... I have been having mini panic attacks for the last few weeks! Anyone else?! Or am I just crazy?