I just need to vent somewhere other than to my family. I'm stressed to the max and I'm just barely holding it all together. I'm suppose to be working part time, but they keep adding work, so I end up working the full 40 hours. I'm thankful to have the extra money, but I'm lucky enough that my husband and I can afford for me to work part time. I don't want to work those extra hours, I want to spend them with DS. My schedule is all sorts of screwy and I don't know week to week if I'm working part time or full time, so it's hard to make appointments or do anything really. On top of that stress, my parents are living with DH and I until they find their own place (they've relocated to help take care of DS) Again, I'm extremely grateful that DS is at home with my Mom, but it's hard to balance a new baby, DH, a house, demanding changes at work, and having my parents literally in the room next to ours. It's just so hard to find quiet. Some days I find I just cry.
Phew. Thanks. I needed that.