I am 33 weeks and have been extremely emotional lately. I know everyone says its hormones but I feel like my husband contributes to a lot of it. He never wants to do anything with me and this past week I have been so upset about it my blood pressure went up and I am scared getting this upset will hurt the baby. He is in the military and was gone for all of month 6 now he is back but may be sent away again before she is born and we don't even know if he will be here for the birth and all I want is a little support. He said he can't do a lot of things with me because I am pregnant. To make matters worse when we do go out he gets so drunk it annoys me because I feel like he is abusing the fact that I am pregnant. I didn't sign up to be a 9 month DD. He is off again today playing golf with his buddies which is the 6th time in the past 2 weeks! He counts doctors appointments and shopping for things we need as spending time with me. He also wants to go to his friends house tonight for a fight thats on TV and said you can hang out with the other guys wife and *** about us! As if thats all women have to live for is talk about them. To make matters worse I caught him last week trying to masterbate in his closet! He said he does that because he read it makes him last longer.... but for who because he isn't having sex with me! I found the Ipod I bought him and checked the history and saw about 20 different porn sites and videos and one site called ashleymadison.com which is for having affairs! He told me he had to open the windows to close it which makes no sense because besides him who would open those sites and then he said most were pop ups.... does he really think I am that stupid!!?? Now it makes me worry that he is cheating on me and I feel like I have no where to go because he just moved us to the middle of nowhere in Alabama 20 hours away from my family and friends so he can pursue his career while making me leave mine behind! I feel unloved, unattractive, and replaceable and I don't want to feel this way with my first child. This was suppossed to be a happy time in my life.